Monthly Archives: July 2009

Desire For Fruit

Drawing Experiment 20


Deep inner desire to bear fruit, and more fruit has been brewing inside me.  Sometimes, I feel like a bare branch producing nothing. I trust in God’s word that If I abide in Him, I will bear fruit in season. I know that I am still a skinny little branch with probably with just one leaf, no buds, unprepared whatsoever to bear fruit.  All I know is that as long as I’m faithful to remain in God, He will bear fruit through me. It is not in my power to do that.  All that is required of me is to faithfully be in God. I can’t wait for the day that I become mature enough to bear much fruit.

From meditations on: John 15:1-18

Give me A Burning Heart

Drawing Experiment 19


Worship is an expression of my love for God. I know that my love for God is very weak and cold.  It shows up in my life’s thoughts and actions so clearly. How much more clearly to God who knows all of my inner parts.  Because He knows my capacity to love Him, however small and cold it is, If i give all of this little that I have, I know to Him it is like a bright flame of fire.

I’m glad God knows me so well and walks me through my growth.  God will grow my faith.  What is even more merciful is that as I give all of my next to nothing, God will be the one who will melt my heart and bring it to live, increasing my capacity to love him more through helping me experience and understand his love more.  Luckily, God is more patient than I am and this slowness of growth in cpacity to love God and love others does not bother Him.

From meditations on: Psalm 139

Ignored Mercy

Drawing Experiment 18


God has been pressing into my heart a prayer for this country and for the world.  Soon, this which that has been a captive since the fall will see that this free world that we know today has only been a illusion as the agenda of the adversary is carried out silently but swiftly through the evil heart’s desires of human nature.  Human beings have been since the beginning, exchanging our glory for trash. God you loves us even though we made ourselves dead, rotten, trash and will redeem man kind at the end. Your heart is to save all, yet you will not force anyone to be redeemed.  You give man the dignity to choose on his own. I pray that you will bring your light and truth to America and to the world to redeem as many people as possible.  Jesus, open the scroll and come back to complete what you have redeemed through your death and resurrection.  This image is titled Ignored mercy as I reflect that it is only through God’s mercy that man has not already rotted and destroyed themselves. Although for now the adversary is still here as the ruler of this age, God’s power and authority still superseeds this.  Jesus already redeemed the earth.  He is only patiently waiting for us to turn our hearts to him, to save as many as possible.  As what man ment for evil was soverign-willed by God to be ment for good in the murder of the Son of God to save the world, I want to trust that the current affairs, the decay and death in man’s heart leads us into a new world order, which was predicted by God as what will happen before his return, will occur as God wills. God will let man go as far, yet he is still in control.  This is the ignored mercy.

From meditations on: Revelations 4-5